I made changes.
I went to Anime North and amidst the crowds, panel discussions and hectic dealers floors I came away relaxed and armed with some new friends.
Since then I’ve been eating regularly, getting proper sleep and when I wake up in the A.M. it’s usually in the single digits. I have more energy and a better out look on life.
Is this the power of anime?
Could it be that I was able to take a minor vacation away from myself. Perhaps my ‘new’ girlfriend and I decided that we were actually more than good friends. Truth is: I haven’t the foggiest.
All I know is that for some strange, mystical and quasi-obscene reason I have my fight back and I haven’t felt this ready in a long a time.
Who knows: if this keeps up I might be able to take over the rest of the world afterall.