January 2012
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Time
Time.
It is the most valuable thing in the world. Money can laways be printed; love is fleeting; family let us done; security is an unrealistic lateral concept.
So what’s left? Only, Time. The problem with time though is it too runs out eventually. This means eacch moment and instant we have and share is a currency more valuable than diamonds.
So who are you going to share your time...
October 2011
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September 2011
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Depression and Aquaman
Let’s face it the summer sucked.
I’ve been run over a truck, shot with a laser and contracted several flus I’m sure if there was a giant-king-if-the-monsters-reptile-attack: it would have struck by now (if it was ever going too).
On the upside I learned a few things. That have people have issues with bisexuals that’s their shit to sort out: I’m too busy enjoying...
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Snails & Oysters: Dan Savage is Biphobic →
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August 2011
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“They put you at the starting line and the name of the game is “make it...”
– They Live, 1988
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Birthday Suprise!
I’ve been depressed.
I also had my birthday this week. If this were a typical emo my life is terrible post I’d be how everyone forgot, no one cared blah blah blah.
Instead within four days we have five parties. There was everything from cake and family members, to drinking with friends, to dinner with my girlfriend with a surprise bon-fire cake (36 candles is a lot - and...
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Ice Fall
I had a nightmare.
I was sliding the a sheer cliff of ice trying to desperately grab hold of something. The more frantic I became the more slick the surface became and I tumbled endless into the void.
I feel this is becoming synonymous with my life now. I feel as though the entire world is passing me buy. I confide in myself that hope is lost. I’ve been losing or more accurately...
July 2011
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I'm not dead ... yet.
I’m okay; kind of.
I was run over by a tractor trailer last week. It destroyed three-quarters of the car I was in. Surprisingly I was in the quarter which didn’t get crushed into tinfoil.
Aside from a few scratches; not a mark.
I stopped thinking about all the things that could have happened: broken arms, legs, death, incapacitating head injury and any combination therefore.
The...
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Toast and Stand
Toast.
A little jam, perhaps some butter: this is what I’ve become.
Mentally, emotionally, physically I’m extended to the point where my thinness is transparency. I’m twisted, torn, contorted, contrite and shatteredly-confused.
To be honest the last few weeks have been so intense I would be moved to tears if I wasn’t so tired that I could be moved to them.
One day I...
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Thinking Anew
The Truth.
I got my blood results two days ago. A lot of things have been explained. For this I’m grateful. I don’t have HIV nor do I have diabetes.
I have something else.
It’s treatable; not fixable. More importantly: I’m not losing my mind. All the symptoms I have are actually: there. They aren’t in my head. I’m not losing control. I’m just...
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Words
Words.
Words candy colour fusion into reality; Time is fluid like a milkshake in brimstone.
Our world is ideas birthed in blood, apathy and the words of cruel casual acquaintances in mid-minuet.
Jig-saws constructed with ragged iron tooth edges and hammered
Impressed on virgin thighs and fractured minds
Ants, build aqua-ducts of sugar-bile constructed with phrases;
They escape like feral...
June 2011
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"British fear 'American-style' healthcare system" →
stuffsickpeoplehavetoputupwith:
Two years ago, Britons were outraged when U.S. politicians like Sarah Palin, in the debate over healthcare reform, turned this country’s National Health Service into a public whipping boy, denouncing it as “evil,” “Orwellian” and generally the enemy of everything good and true.
It’s time for some payback.
Britain is now embroiled in a healthcare argument of...
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“If religion were true, its followers would not try to bludgeon their young into...”
– HP Lovecraft (via anhypnic)
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Choices
It’s strange: life choices.
I was always a believer in three types of choices: good, bad and just regular choices. I’m at the tage now where things have to change. There’s nothing overwhelming wrong. In retro-spect it’s more of ‘what’s not right’ instead of ‘what’s actually wrong.”
Sadly, this takes strength, courage and a certain...
May 2011
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Anime Weekend: The Power of Anime?
I made changes.
I went to Anime North and amidst the crowds, panel discussions and hectic dealers floors I came away relaxed and armed with some new friends.
Since then I’ve been eating regularly, getting proper sleep and when I wake up in the A.M. it’s usually in the single digits. I have more energy and a better out look on life.
Is this the power of anime?
Could it be that I...
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Liking Is for Cowards. Go for What Hurts →
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“Odin promised to get rid of all the frost giants. Jesus promised to get rid of...”
– Winter
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Relentless Babble Fish
Sometimes things make sense.
Sometimes they line-up and expect to be counted and taken stock. It seems strange but right now is the start of a new year for me.
I’ve spent so long trying to survive I’m now comfortable with it. I’m also taking stock of my life and realizing who and where I am is not exactly who and where I wish to be.
I feel like an imp trying not to get...